Seeing Their Fear

Last night I was sitting on the balcony with Jesse Elder talking about a behavior I noticed from someone while at this event last night…

I won’t say names, but what I will say is that it showed me a very ugly side to them.

The funniest part was they couldn’t even make eye contact while they did it, so to me, it was kind of funny…

But Jesse went on to explain how much their actions revealed that they were living their life in total fear.

I told him I don’t think that’s the case because they do make really good money…

But this next thing Jesse said really hit me…

“Money doesn’t stop someone from acting in fear.”

I had never really looked at it like that, and so I decided to ask…

“What do you think they’re in fear of?”

“Probably the fact that you’re happy and comfortable with yourself”

The past few days, I’ve basically had a radical deep dive into self-actualization which is one of the most powerful frequencies we can emit.

And what was weird is someone completely random, who I don’t even know, once they met me said…

“You got a powerful aura bro, I can feel it and see it.”

I said no more than 5 words to this person.

I truly do believe that people can sense your presence when you walk into a room, and especially when you’re in conversation with them…

So I don’t think it’s out of bounds that the ugly behavior I experienced from an individual yesterday was out of fear of the fact that they don’t like my presence.

It intimidates them.

Here’s a guy who’s 23 years old and in good shape…

He’s confident as fuck, happy as fuck, smart as fuck, self-actualized as fuck, spiritually developed as fuck…

And I’m 40-something but look like I’m 50, out of shape, unconfident, angry, borderline depressed, and never feel like I’m enough…

Yeah, makes sense that they’d be in fear the moment they met me, I would be too if I met me and was them.

And not in the sense of fear like a child quivering at the sight of a big scary monster…

I’m talking about fear of the fact that they have to admit I have what they don’t have, and they aren’t used to doing that.

Rather than admit that, and do some introspective digging for themself…

They instead decided to act out what was, in my opinion, one of the weakest, most parasitic acts I have seen in quite some time…

And this isn’t me being paranoid or anything like that…

I know what I saw.

And to be honest, I feel bad for them.

I know what’s on the other side of this type of behavior and it’s some seriously dark and empty shit.

I truly do hope something changes in their life, and they can wake up, but if I was a betting man, I wouldn’t be putting many chips in that corner.

There’s a Maya Angelou quote I think puts a nice ribbon on this…

“When people show you who they are, believe them.”