Shooting My Shot

So I decided to do something kind of ballsy yesterday…

I took a shot at something I’ve been visualizing for a few months now.

Something a lot of people don’t know about me is the weird spiritual stuff I’ve been doing since I was pretty young.

When I was about 15 years old I discovered this rap group called The Underachievers, and their lyrics paired with pretty frequent weed usage sent me down a rabbit hole of information…

I was reading books on very complicated spiritual topics, watching videos, and doing everything to figure out what they were talking about when they mentioned things like my “Mind’s eye”

This expanded very rapidly when I started taking psychedelics at the age of 17 and really started to question everything…

What is consciousness? What is perception? Who am I?

Stuff like that.

At the age of 18, I got involved in Free Masonry and was personally mentored by a freemason who was the sole reason I woke up at a very young age.

I would go over to his house in Phoenix on a weekly basis and read complicated esoteric works with him like Divine Pymander by Hermes Trismegistus, The Kybalion, and a few other works I can’t remember at the moment…

The entire idea of this mysterious world that we can’t see, an outer spiritual realm, fascinated me deeply.

I was seeking knowledge, trying to figure out what the truth is, and to be honest it kind of drove me insane because I started to really abuse marijuana and psychedelics during this pursuit.

I think it’s pretty obvious from these posts I throw up…

But I’m pretty fucked up guys.

My brain works in a pretty cool way, I love it, but the only reason I am who I am and can do what I do is that I am fucked up and am still kind of crazy.

In a good way though!

This chase for an understanding of the truths in our world helped me rapidly develop myself mentally but also helped quite a bit with my business…

I don’t want to toot my own horn but I got really good at manifesting.

I don’t know many people my age driving around in a Porsche 911 with $100k in the bank.

I also don’t know many people that got rid of the car and the lifestyle because they realized it was leading them down the wrong path.

The money fluctuates but still, I’m pretty good at attracting it and bringing the right opportunities to me.

But for a while what I was deeply ashamed of was the fact I had figured out this money game…

I had figured out the mental game…

But I wasn’t all that great with women.

So I went down that rabbit hole and figured it out pretty quickly and realized that sex isn’t really all that hard to get, in fact, it’s pretty damn easy.

What’s actually difficult is attracting a top-tier woman because that requires you to be a top-tier man.

And that lead me to the gym because I knew that becoming a top-tier male meant I had to have my fitness on point…

I had tried a lot of workout programs and different challenges like 75-Hard, but nothing ever stook with me, I would constantly start and stop these programs.

It wasn’t until I started to use everything that I had learned about natural laws, the universal truths I mentioned earlier, that I actually saw the gym become a consistent part of my life.

And I started to see crazy progress with my physique…

Curiosity got the best of me and it made me start to think, can I do the same for others?

So I posted on social media explaining how I made this transformation by focusing on my internal world and I made an offer to create this transformation for 5 different guys for free…

And holy shit it filled up really quick.

I had a lot more people hitting me up than I expected!

This was the shot I took and to be honest, I was kind of nervous before I posted it on my Facebook and my Instagram…

“People are going to call me out! They’re going to say I have no credibility to train people, they’re going to call me a fraud, and make fun of me.”

But I reminded myself of one crucial point…

Who cares?

I want to do this, and I know that the nutrition and fitness part of things are so damn simple, trainers online just overcomplicate that to make themselves look smarter than they are.

The process of transforming someone internally…

Changing the way they view themselves…

And burning themselves down to ashes only to have a better version of them rise like the phoenix…

That’s something I’ve done so many damn times in my life, I don’t know many people who can show people how to do that as well as I can.

So I thought to hell with it, I’m not going to wait, I’m ready, I can do this.

And now this journey begins.

I’ll keep you all posted on it…

But I really wanted to remind you guys, if you got something you’re dreaming about, don’t take that shit to the grave…

Do it, and don’t worry about embarrassing yourself or looking like a fool.

The pain of regret is much more painful than the pain of rejection or failure.